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Life has been stressing me out.  But from stress comes creativity.  Taking lots of photos.  Learning CS3.

I see it this way... either life will get better or i'll become a famous photographer.... eh either way lol

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It's been a while since I've posted but that is going to change.  I've had many things happen to me over the past few years.  I moved back to the states, had a son, moved back to my home town and been working and at school all the time.  Now that my son is getting older I've been getting back into my photography.  Watch out NYC here I come!

When I was younger I used to tell everyone "You can be with someone and still feel lonely"

OK journal entry... First edition.  Hmm what to talk about?  I was never too good at these things.  It all boiled down to by the time I was done writing what I had to write I read it back to myself and I felt like I was just a whining sap.  So I wouldn't write anymore.  Silly huh?  Well.. i've been doing the depressed thing and I have no clue why.  Working a lot and trying to keep myself busy has been a good cure for that.  But whenever life seems to slow down I get passive.  I looked back the other day.  Mind you I don't look back very often.  I realized that time has gone by so fast I didn't even notice it.  I mean look at the month.  A year ago I was trying to deal with the love of my life leaving to fight in Iraq.  Five months after that he returns just to leave again for a month.  I can't believe how fast everything is going.  I can't figure out how to slow things down yet.  I want things to go by quickly so we can go on our next adventure.  I can't wait for that.  New country.. new town.. new house!  I can't wait.  Oh well... I think that's enough conplaining for now.